I
was a lonely soul with eyes only on my goal. Weekdays were spent working in the
so-called multinational company and weekends by attending classes for MBA.
Routine of life was perfect, just follow same thing week and week again with
each month going by. Never even had a feeling that what was going to come will
change my life upside down. Now I feel bad why god did not give me power to see
the future. At least I would have not gone through a phase of Love and emotions
to be lonely again. She started it all, the friendship, the messaging, calling
and not to forget making me to remember her all the time. On weekends she tried
to find reasons to be with me, spent time with me. She wanted me to appreciate
her beauty, her nature and everything she used to do. She wanted me to call her
in the morning so that I will be the first person whose voice she listen
everyday. She will become angry if I do not call her. She will call me again
and again just to know what I was doing and to inform what she was doing. We
used to chat for long hours. Time use to pass like a blink. Each moment of life
was spent thinking about her. Don’t know what magic she had done on me that I
was also enjoying the attention I was getting. I was loving the feeling of
being loved.
I got
a opportunity to go to abroad from my company for working on something new. I
grabbed the opportunity with both hands. I moved their for three months. She
became sad after listening that I had to go away from her. But she was happy
for my future. She took a promise from me to call her everyday and tell her how
my life was going in a new place faraway from her. I used to call her just to
listen to her voice and to see her smile. To see her happy used to make me
happy. Everything was just perfect in life.
But
when you feel everything is perfect in life than only something happens which
provide the much needed jolt to take you out from the dream. She called me one
day and told she was going to marry a person whom her parents have chosen for
her. After saying this also, she told that I was the loveliest person she has
met in his life and she can share everything with me. She even told me she
loved me but she wanted to see her parents happy. She just moved on after
saying this thinking everything will be normal in my life again. Who can tell
her it’s not a game between friends where even after losing also you can be
happy, just to see your friend win it. I stopped contacting her as nothing was
left for me to say. But she calls me and scolds me for not being in contact
with her. What’s my mistake I can’t contact her, it makes me remember the time
I want to forget. I don’t want to feel like missing her again. I am happy being
Lonely so why to spoil my happiness for something which cannot be mine.
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