First Love in Lyf......

Wat is the thing which u can't forget in lyf? Answer vil be ur first job, first salary, first ride and most imp first love...... 

First love is wat teaches u many things in lyf, it changes ur perception towards lyf. It can make u stronger or it can destroy ur lyf. But beauty in it still remains. Somebdy has said correctly “The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can ever end”. The more u want 2 forget it the more it comes in front of u.

It is also true that ur first love vil also start frm something unexpected. It is if one sided den it vil torture u. And  if both love and try not 2 say den it makes lyf miserable for both. And dat feeling can be explained by some lines as : 

When He was in love, He always thought about her for every single second. He tried to convey each and every second of his life happening to her through phone call or at- least through a message. If there was no proper message from her he felt the world is dark. His emotions could not control the situation. He keeps on messaging continuously and expected an answer immediately. He lived with a feeling of Love Torture but he liked it though.

She likes him too and felt that he is good and too friendly and cares for her. She liked talking to him and enjoyed the stories of him which were conveyed in a serious and funny manner. She felt that he was a good friend of her and felt unhappy when her Inbox was filled with too many such messages from him and his constant question about  whom she would marry. She was in tortured moments to answer him which she was not in a position to answer.

[You never Lose by Loving. You always Lose by Holding Back!!!]

Both love each other but dat courage is not dere to tell each other just because first time he/she has got this feeling and both try to hold dere emotions. And in this if one moves away in lyf. The guilt feeling remains that y dey did not tell eachother. 

The second case when both love each other truly. Both have conveyed dere feeling and both know this is dere first and last love. For both dere world starts and ends with each other. Dey can't live without each other for a minute. Form them dere is no day or nite only thing they know is dat dey r together. For them beauty and essence of love is dat dey found the true love as dere first love.

And for some only search goes on and for them decision also becomes difficult if they find somebody. As dere mind has only on question : 

Why is it, when your looking for that someone, you find no one, but, once you find it, a lot more choices start showing up? But, if you leave that first love, then, they all start drifting away? Is that love's way of testing your true feelings or to.

And this search vil go on for them. 


I can only pray for all out dere waitin for dere first love


LET UR FIRST LOVE BE UR TRUE LOVE AND LAST LOVE.

And a poem for those who got somebody but could not speak and dere love has moved with someone else. For those for whom it was single sided but first and last love.

Thi ek wo jisse hum chahte the,

dur se dekh khush ho jaate the,

kehna toh tha bahut kuch par pata nahi kyun sharmate the,

din aur saal beet gaye lekin himat na juta sake dil ki baat kahne ki,

hum unhe bhulane laye dusre kaam mein dhyaan lagane laye,

lekin khuda ko kuch aur manzoor tha,

aaj aachanak unhe dekha toh dil mein ek ajeeb si kasis hui,

dil mein ek dard utha, iss dard ke saamne har dard chota aur begana tha,

lekin dard ka marz purana tha, unhe apne dil ki baat batana tha,

yahi humne ne thana tha, soo chal diye unke pass lekar sirf pyar ka ehsaas,

lekin aaj bhi kuch kahna paye, kyunki wo kisi aur ki ho chali thi,

koi aur usse chahta tha, uske mann ko bhata tha,

ab toh bas yahi chahate hai ki wo jahaan rahe khush rahe aabaad rahe,

hum chahe barbaad rahe,
khushi kam pade aye khuda toh humari khushi le lena badle mein hume unke gam dena,

chahe toh zindagi ke pal kam kar dena, iss dil ko dubara pyar na dena,

dil totna shay nahi payega, ab uski yaad mein hi zindagi bitayega………..