Love & You

Love - a four letter word, you don't know what it is until you feel it. I have felt it with you. I am living it with you. It's such a wonderful feeling which lets me stay awake, lets me forget everything going around me. Makes me just look at my mobile and wait for your messages. Makes me wait for the wonderful moments to be spent with you. Makes me to just appreciate your beauty and nature. Makes me to look at your eyes which mesmerizes me. Makes me to just sit back and look at you. I am not sure what life has in store for me but one thing which I will like to stay forever with me is "YOU".

Change is only what I Wished for, not What I Got

After a long interval of time, I am back to what I had left "My writing". Way to express myself, way to let my emotions and feeling go away, way to keep my memories and thoughts with me for long time. Nearly a year has passed by from the last post on this blog and in this time life has moved on. Many memories are waiting in the queue to be brought on to the paper. Trip to Kerala with friends, Brother's marriage, leaving Chennai behind after 10 long years, beginning a new inning of my professional life in Ahmedabad, new room-mates and the life away from the old buddies. Many things have changed the way I wanted to and some changes where not desired. I would like many things to stay as they where but as is said change is part and parcel of life, I could not control it. But that is what Life is, you have to just Live it, Love it. May be some day Life will be what is desired and not what is served, from that day may be I can say for all things in my life "Change is only what I wished for, not what I got ".

Greatest misery of my life

I hate those people, who love me,

I love those people, who hate me,

I am closer to those people, who are far-away from me,

I am far-away for those people who are closer to me…

How can I be more strong…

The days are short and nights are long,

Without you everything is wrong,

Nobody to chat nobody to phone,

The closeness is almost gone,

No-one to date no-more wait,

Everything has got a break,

Life was happy life had a tone,

Now everything is like a sad song,

Orchestra is lost, symphony is not on the fore,

Why can’t life be same as before,

We had only one goal,

Be together like a single soul,

To laugh together & to have fun,

Make our life like a rising sun,

Just spread light & move darkness away,

Live life own way,

Now all the promises are broken apart,

Life seems like small paths,

Everything has melted and broken the crust,

New people don’t make me happy as I can’t develop trust,

Everybody sees me and tell to be strong,

Makes me believe my sadness will be gone,

You will be near holding my hand,

Making me happy & rocking my life like a band,

But you are faraway I am alone,

How can I be more strong…

How can I be more strong…

Some MeMoRiEs can NeVeR be ErAsEd.

When you were closer I never appreciated your task
Now I miss your talk when you have moved miles apart...
I stand here trying to pull you back closer to my heart
Knowing you will not come as you have moved miles apart...
Raining pouring making me wet letting my tears being washed
Nobody to hold the umbrella as you have moved miles apart...
Walks are lonely and I keep forgetting the path
Nobody to guide me as you have moved miles apart...
No message no call making me just to scold
But you never shout back as you have moved miles apart...
I cannot smile I cannot laugh
It makes me remember the past
It keeps coming back making me remember you have moved miles apart...
Trying to take your thoughts out of my mind
Became friends with people and did many things
Nothing could make me forget you have moved miles apart...
I still wait for you to come back and hold me hard
Whisper in my ears, you are near
and You haven't moved miles apart...
You haven't moved miles apart...

For all those who have lost their loved ones and still have a feeling for them to be back.....

For all those brains from where...

Some MeMoRiEs can NeVeR be ErAsEd....

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... NO NAME... UNNAMED...

The beautiful you, had no clue...
I will make a call to you...
Listening to your voice, always gave me surprise...
To make you smile makes me feel you are nearby...
To make you blush makes me feel you are mine...
To see your eyes makes me feel they are divine...
Your sweetness never lets me to keep the phone...
It pushes me to hear you more...
It lets me bring your feeling to the fore...
Passion, emotion, happiness everything for me to explore...
Making me only to think...
Your beauty, your mesmerizing face,
Not letting even my eyes to blink...
Sharing your thoughts, making me realize I am not just a passer
But a friend in your life...
N letting me know you are not just beautiful from outside,
But your heart is pure inside...

--JUST MY ONE DREAM--

I was searching for happiness,
It was nowhere to be found,
As you were not around...
I was searching for perfect smile,
Even walked many a miles,
It was nowhere to be found,
As you were not around...
I was searching for most beautiful girl,
Round n round about whom my world should whirl,
She was nowhere to be found,
As you were not around...
Still I am searching for that one face,
which has the power to erase,
Your memory from my brain,
which can make my tears to drain,
which can make me scream,
You were not reality but just my one dream...
Just my one dream...