Some MeMoRiEs can NeVeR be ErAsEd.

When you were closer I never appreciated your task
Now I miss your talk when you have moved miles apart...
I stand here trying to pull you back closer to my heart
Knowing you will not come as you have moved miles apart...
Raining pouring making me wet letting my tears being washed
Nobody to hold the umbrella as you have moved miles apart...
Walks are lonely and I keep forgetting the path
Nobody to guide me as you have moved miles apart...
No message no call making me just to scold
But you never shout back as you have moved miles apart...
I cannot smile I cannot laugh
It makes me remember the past
It keeps coming back making me remember you have moved miles apart...
Trying to take your thoughts out of my mind
Became friends with people and did many things
Nothing could make me forget you have moved miles apart...
I still wait for you to come back and hold me hard
Whisper in my ears, you are near
and You haven't moved miles apart...
You haven't moved miles apart...

For all those who have lost their loved ones and still have a feeling for them to be back.....

For all those brains from where...

Some MeMoRiEs can NeVeR be ErAsEd....

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... NO NAME... UNNAMED...

The beautiful you, had no clue...
I will make a call to you...
Listening to your voice, always gave me surprise...
To make you smile makes me feel you are nearby...
To make you blush makes me feel you are mine...
To see your eyes makes me feel they are divine...
Your sweetness never lets me to keep the phone...
It pushes me to hear you more...
It lets me bring your feeling to the fore...
Passion, emotion, happiness everything for me to explore...
Making me only to think...
Your beauty, your mesmerizing face,
Not letting even my eyes to blink...
Sharing your thoughts, making me realize I am not just a passer
But a friend in your life...
N letting me know you are not just beautiful from outside,
But your heart is pure inside...

--JUST MY ONE DREAM--

I was searching for happiness,
It was nowhere to be found,
As you were not around...
I was searching for perfect smile,
Even walked many a miles,
It was nowhere to be found,
As you were not around...
I was searching for most beautiful girl,
Round n round about whom my world should whirl,
She was nowhere to be found,
As you were not around...
Still I am searching for that one face,
which has the power to erase,
Your memory from my brain,
which can make my tears to drain,
which can make me scream,
You were not reality but just my one dream...
Just my one dream...

U & MEMORY

It has been days have written something on page,
Emotions are pushing to come out of the cage...
Thoughts are pondering to have a blast,
What to write and what to leave.
Choosing has become a difficult path...
Pen started moving giving my thoughts a base,
What came out on paper I could not erase
It was words mixed with wonderful praise
Nothing about you nothing about me
Everything written was for mind to be free
Each line was written with utmost care
As only happiness I had to share
Wrote down some line which are here:
"The smiles and the laughs
All on our wonderful walks
The silence and the loudness
All thru our wonderful talks
You being intelligent and I being cool
Doing things making people think of us as fools
You being sexy and I being stud
Looking together like a wonderful word...
Your beautiful eyes always full of tear
And my eyes had nothing other then fear...
We two always had wonderful time
I pray to god you always shine
Wherever you go I will be near
To my heart you will always be dear...

...Wish for Every Night...

Exhausted and stressed I rest,

Only with happiness of putting my best,

I worked hard,

Did everything there on my card,

With a smile on my face,

I walked thru with same pace,

Encouraged those who needed a lift,

Helped those who needed a shift,

For some even I took the risk,

Did everything for them to achieve the goal,

Sometimes behaved as a peacemaker in solving the rift,

In return got everybody happiness and smile as my gift…

As I lay down and close my eyes,

A happiness comes of doing all my work rite…

And mind has a wish of sleeping with same relief and smile on all the nights… 

A THANKS WHICH IS NOT ENOUGH

For U – By Me

I saw you for the first time,

I thought it was something divine...

I heard your voice for the first time,

It sounded like a sweet sound of chime...

Your smile helped me break the ice,

Gave me pleasure to be extra nice...

Time spent with you were always memorable,

And with you I could be normal...

Keeping you happy was one of my duty,

As your smile and eyes added to your beauty...

To see you cry was one of my biggest pain,

but to console you and make you smile was my biggest gain...

You being sick would spoil my day,

As you would have nothing to say...

To accompany you to your room when you were sick,

Gave me chance to appreciate your charm,

Gave me chance to save you from unknown harm,

Having lunch with you was always fun,

It was like getting happiness on the run...

Spending time with you my life was never dull,

As you were always cheerful, bubbly and lovely girl...

I am sorry if I ever made you unhappy and sad,

I can say always it was my bad...

Thoughts are pouring trying to make my eyes wet,

I can't let it pour as time with you have always been best...

A thanks is all what I can say,

Its small but may be will make your day...

You will be gone to be remembered again,

The path you choose gives you all the gain,

And god can give me all your pain...

Just be happy and smiling is my request to you,

All your dreams and wishes will surely come true...

I have told a thanks which is not enough,

Which never will be enough,

To be friend with this prick…

Who sometime in your life will have made you sick...

A Night to Look Back

The night has fallen,

Stars have risen,

A full Moon covering the sky,

Making me look back at the week,

Which just passed by…

Meeting friends was full of fun,

Caring for them was always priority number one,

Sharing things with them was never a burden,

Missing them had its share of run,

Spending time with night thought engulfed me tight,

Maybe next week with friends will also be bright…

Work was there, trying to scare,

Focus was more, as new things were to explore,

Meetings and feedbacks were part of job,

In between finding time for me nobody could stop,

Work will come and work will go,

Sometimes turbulent and sometimes calm,

Targets will be achieved thru hard-work and some charm,

Spending time with night thought engulfed me tight,

Maybe next week again, I will do my work rite….

The week is gone,

Giving me thoughts,

And making me strong,

Giving me a night,

And making me look back at the week,

Which just passed by…

Zindagi - Pal - Jeena

Mein muskura raha aur tumko hasa raha tha,

Zindagi ke beete palo ke gamo ko bhula raha tha,

Aaj tumhare saath aur paas nazar aa raha tha,

Zindagi ke beete palo ki tanhaiya chupa raha tha,

Har gadi aur pal har baat bata raha tha,

Zindagi ke beete palo ki sachai se mann bhatka raha tha,

Mein issi koshish mein jeeta aur jeeta ja raha tha….

Jitna dur bhagna cha raha tha beete palo se,

Utna unko kareeb pa raha tha,

Har beeta pal ek haseen sapna nazar aa raha tha,

Har dost zindagi ke pal yaadgaar bana raha tha,

Har dushman mujhe tadpa raha tha,

Sach pe jhooth hawi hota ja raha tha,

Zindagi ke beete palo ko aaj saamne pa raha tha…

Zindagi ke beete palo ko ek kahaani bana raha tha...

Mein unke sahare jeeta aur jeeta ja raha tha…

Naya dor naye pal nayi rahe bana raha tha,

Zindagi ke beete palo se sitare chura raha tha,

Nayi baate Nayi chahate suna rha tha,

Zindagi ke beete palo ki aahate bacha raha tha,

Naya path naye raaste bun raha tha,

Zindagi ke beete palo ki yaadein sun raha tha...

Naye mitr aur humdum bana raha tha,

Zindagi ke beete palo ke dosto ka saath pa raha tha...

Mein unke sahare jeeta aur jeeta ja raha tha....

MY LIFE – OTHER’S WISH

Was doing scrutiny of other’s life

When my life itself was scrutinize....

Was thinking of failure in other’s life

When my life itself was a failure...

Was studying about pain in other’s life

When my life itself was painful...

Was seeing the suspense in other’s life

When my life itself was suspensefull...

Was noting the mistake in other’s life

When my life itself was full of mistakes...

Was checking the price tag in other’s life

When my life itself was cheap...

Was trying to bring light in other’s life

When my life itself was in dark...

Was cleaning the mess in other’s life

When my life itself was messy...

Was bringing colors in other’s life

When my life itself was black and white...

Was changing fortunes of other’s life

When my life itself needed change...
Was providing love in other’s life

When my life itself had none of it...
Was giving company in other’s life

When my life itself was lonely...

I smiled for others, I cried for others,

I worked for others, I prayed for others,

Did what life wanted me to do,

I just lived for others and will die for others.

LONELINESS IS ONLY MINE

I was a lonely soul with eyes only on my goal. Weekdays were spent working in the so-called multinational company and weekends by attending classes for MBA. Routine of life was perfect, just follow same thing week and week again with each month going by. Never even had a feeling that what was going to come will change my life upside down. Now I feel bad why god did not give me power to see the future. At least I would have not gone through a phase of Love and emotions to be lonely again. She started it all, the friendship, the messaging, calling and not to forget making me to remember her all the time. On weekends she tried to find reasons to be with me, spent time with me. She wanted me to appreciate her beauty, her nature and everything she used to do. She wanted me to call her in the morning so that I will be the first person whose voice she listen everyday. She will become angry if I do not call her. She will call me again and again just to know what I was doing and to inform what she was doing. We used to chat for long hours. Time use to pass like a blink. Each moment of life was spent thinking about her. Don’t know what magic she had done on me that I was also enjoying the attention I was getting. I was loving the feeling of being loved.

I got a opportunity to go to abroad from my company for working on something new. I grabbed the opportunity with both hands. I moved their for three months. She became sad after listening that I had to go away from her. But she was happy for my future. She took a promise from me to call her everyday and tell her how my life was going in a new place faraway from her. I used to call her just to listen to her voice and to see her smile. To see her happy used to make me happy. Everything was just perfect in life.

But when you feel everything is perfect in life than only something happens which provide the much needed jolt to take you out from the dream. She called me one day and told she was going to marry a person whom her parents have chosen for her. After saying this also, she told that I was the loveliest person she has met in his life and she can share everything with me. She even told me she loved me but she wanted to see her parents happy. She just moved on after saying this thinking everything will be normal in my life again. Who can tell her it’s not a game between friends where even after losing also you can be happy, just to see your friend win it. I stopped contacting her as nothing was left for me to say. But she calls me and scolds me for not being in contact with her. What’s my mistake I can’t contact her, it makes me remember the time I want to forget. I don’t want to feel like missing her again. I am happy being Lonely so why to spoil my happiness for something which cannot be mine.

I started being lonely and I end being lonely. Only one thing, which never left me, was my loneliness. I can say “LONELINESS IS ONLY MINE”.

Feeling of Déjà vu

I thought of writing something but hands started shivering.

Sweat started to come out from the palm. 

All the things I was holding started to slip out.

The wind blew the paper away, pen was lying on the floor looking at me saying to lift him.

But my body had no movement. I was just watching the paper fly and pen lie on the floor.

Words never found the medium to come-out.

It was like a feeling of Deja-vu had gripped me.

It was like I already had experienced what I was going through.

It was Like I already knew this day was to come.

My only mistake I was not prepared for it.

And will never be....

It will come back.... Making me to have Déjà vu Again....

Life – Friends & Family

Life as they say

Living in my way

Sometimes happy sometimes sad

Sometimes thinking why it is so bad…

Sometimes tragedy sometimes fun

Every moment has been a beautiful run…

Friends have come and friends have gone

There presence has made me strong

Sometimes argument sometimes fight

Sometimes not able to decide who is rite

No one losses no one wins

Friendship is such a beautiful thing

Whatever be the thinking whatever be the way

Always friendship only stays

Whenever needed friends stand by each other side

Making life a beautiful ride…

Friends are nice, friends are wise

But its family which always gives you first advice

Family gives you strength

Its gives you initial breathe

Sometimes together sometimes alone

Sometimes only connecting through a phone

Sometimes smiling sometimes crying

Missing family members all the times

Whenever down they are always around

Making life a merry go round…

Planing and Execution

Two very important words in the life of every one of us. The words which can make our work easier. The words which atleast make us to think of things we are going to do. Planing has been a very important thing in my life. I plan everything from day to day basis. I spend time doing what great people tell us to do i.e., plan before every act. I love making plans. It lets me spend time on doing something unproductive. Because what ever I plan I never execute it. Planing and doing same thing takes suspense out of life. I plan only for fun. For me execution of unplanned things give me more pleasure and fun in life. I just let the things happen for letting the beauty of life to be alive.

All I say is PLAN SOMETHING - DO EVERYTHING - Enjoy a suspenseful life. 

Yaadon Mein... Zindagi Ki...

Wo bholi si surat uski jisse se sirf sharam haya tapakti thi,

Aankhe unhe dekhne ko tarasti thi,

Mann mein sirf unki chavi basti thi,

Unke pyar ke ehasaas mein ek ajeeb masti thi,

Unki har ada pyari thi,

Unka wo julfo ko chehare se hatana,

Wo mandh-mandh muskurana aur phir hamari aur dekh ke sharmana,

Wo saamne ho kar bhi dur nazar aana,

Yeh safar toh ek bahana tha lagata hai khuda ko hume unse milana tha,

Hum unko aise na bhool payenge,

Apni sanso aur yaadon mein basaenge,

Apni zindagi ka ek hasi panna banayenge……..

YOU MAKE ME SAY... IT ALL

I met u today after long gap,

It was like I woke up from a nap…

To see you was like a dream come true,

I pinched myself to check if it was really you…

Your face had usual charm,

It provided me all the calm…

You smiled and told me HI,

I felt I was the luckiest guy…

I thought I will see the sweet smile again,

But all my efforts went in drain…

You were lost in some thoughts,

Yours eyes said it all…

The pain and agony was there to see,

But I can’t do anything to let you free…

My soul pushed me to ask,

But at they say I made it a huge task…

I want only smile on your face,

I can’t let anything stop your pace…

Your smile gives me hope,

Our friendship is tied with strong rope…

Your happiness matters a lot,

As its the strength you have got…

Don’t ever feel let down,

You are the princess with golden crown…

Bad time will come and go,

But smile will make your face always glow…

Just smile and say Life I had a great time,

And god your problems cannot win every time…

I am strong, I am bold, and all your problems are too old…

Don’t fight as your problems will not see the ray of light…

Leave Her for ME

I Loved her from the day I saw her. We became Friends, we chatted and my loved grew for her as the time passed. But courage never came to tell her my feelings. The day I got the courage to tell her and took my steps towards her to tell, she was taken away from me by somebody. Somebody whom I had full faith on, somebody who I thought will never hurt me and will always want me to be happy. He took her to another world. A world which I was unable to reach, where I was unable to make contact with her. But I have not left trying, I will meet her.


I only want that somebody to take extra care of her as when I come and meet her, I want her to be same as I liked her. Same happiness, same innocent smile, beautiful eyes and the sweet face which made me to love her. Just tell her I will come. That somebody who we consider as God. God you took her to your world, you took her life away. But remember in your world also you will have nobody who can love her more than I do. You can't give me death now but please LEAVE HER FOR ME.